My birthday is vast approaching and to say that I am dreading it is an understatement. Yes, I should be thankful that another year will be added to my life and all that jazz but I’m not properly living my life.
No. I’m not the un-dead, pretty sure that a pulse beats firmly under my skin. However, like Drake said “everybody dies but not everybody lives” – how true a statement is this.
There’s so many plans that I had made, so many goals that I should’ve reached at this stage in my life and many have yet come to pass. I am still battling and striving to make them come true but as the days turn to weeks and the weeks turn to months, I feel like waving my white flag and just surrender.
This birthday is arriving too quickly – I’ve hardly had time to catch my breath. I know I have many things to be thankful for and I’m in a much better position than most- it’s just that I want better for myself. And there is nothing wrong with that.
So as midnight approaches on the 10th of June – I will be a year older and maybe a little bit wiser. Let me sit in my room with my bottle of Rosé listening to slow jams and reminisce about good times
Cheers I’ll drink to that!