Monday, 26 March 2012

Lyrical Nonsense 3

"You a stupid hoe, you a stupid hoe" - Stupid Hoe by Nicki Minaj 
Repetitive and boring, we have come to expect this from you Onika. Move on.

"Sorry for party rocking! Baby, baby, baby I'm awfully crazy off Ciroc, off Patron, shit whatever's tasty"
Sorry for Party Rocking by LMFAO
How long are they going to stretch out this party rocking nonsense. We get it - you party hard. Harder than anyone else has ever partied before. Give yourselves a pat on the back. Call the police and shut down the party already, so over it - by all means party away.... on a desert island!

"This is a new situation, now you're an overnight sensation. You're not ready for the fame. oooh oh"
Fame by Amber Rose
Hmmm. where to begin?
I like Amber I really do, but babe singing is not your forte. This song is pure garbage. My ears bled for several minutes after listening to this tripe. Yes overnight sensation you may be, but overnight Sing Star you are not. The lyrics are very basic, the beat jarring and well Amber your voice is non-existent. I'm done.

"Come on turn me on"
Turn me on by David Guetta ft Nicki Minaj
David Guetta has a lot of explaining to do..... not only is he single handedly responsible for the death of R'n'B but also responsible for Nicki Minaj recent musical direction. I dislike this song very much in fact I will go as far as saying that I dislike every song by David Guetta. I mean if I actually knew him, I would probably dislike him as well. Go away.

Sunday, 18 March 2012

Is Monogamy a Myth?

Can people really just be with one person for the rest of their lives?

I used to think so.... back when I was a naive and innocent 16 years old, but now at the grand age of twenty something this statement seems a bit far fetched. Call me cynical or whatever but experience and life lessons have shown me that this is very hard fete to achieve.

People's eyes are forever roving, searching for the latest meat (excuse the pun) or wanting to try the newest flavours and scents. No wonder divorce rates are throught the roof.

I blogged a while back about wanting a soulmate and I still want that but I am under no illsusions. In this day and age it is hard for people to be faithful, I am, by no means saying that everyone cheats however, a lot do. Does that mean that I have been put off from Love? NO
Certaintly not. I still have hope.

A man can love you and still cheat on you!

You may not agree with this statement.........however, you are just deceiving yourself.

Everyone is different,  people will make choices and take actions that we may not understand after all, we are human beings and therefore in essence flawed. I just hope that when my 'knight' comes; in all his glory that he will be truthful and honest. If the relationship is not working out, then he should just let me go, rather than betray me. But I guess the old adage applies ' What you don't know can't hurt you". All you can do is trust.

To trust is to let go

I once read the above 'quote' in a book called 'Surfacing' (check it out, great read) and this statement definetely applies to relationships. Trust is key. Once its broken your relationship is irreparable, no matter how hard you try to fix it.

So is Monogamy a myth? hmm not sure. Some people definetely strive to be monogamous, whilst others fail. We just have to trust that our partners will and want to stay faithful.

Relationships are like rollercoasters, you just have to sit back and enjoy the ride. Every twists and turns are lessons learnt. You are not going to enjoy them all, but some rides are worth it.

Monday, 5 March 2012


Live, breathe, eat and die
Same old lethargic schedule
Different rules, new games
But everything still remains the same
Start listening and
Perhaps you will start to comprehend.
Life is full of shortcomings
Everyone draws the short straw
Heart wrenching struggles surrounds us
Drowning us into its deep abyss
Burrowing the depths of our souls
Until there is nothing left,
But your name etched on a gravestone
Melodic symphony threaten to ring out
Announcing a new dawn
Lulling us into a false sense of security
Embracing us with its proclamation of peace
Then one day the bombs start dropping
We run, we shield, and we hide
Flesh burning, carcass pile up
Different dictators, new era
Still the question remains unanswered
Nothings changed in all these years.

by Jay Bee


I am seriously PISSED off at the world. I hate this situation.
Hate being taken for granted; hate feeling like hired help or an intruder in my ‘adopted’home. This is not the path that I would have chosen for myself or even envisioned.  But I have only myself to blame for this current ‘arrangement’.
Nuclear Caution in BurmaThis situation is slowly eating away at me. Driving me into despair. It’s INSANE. Sometimes i just want to cry, shut myself away and contemplate for a while. However, even that is near impossible seeing as I have limited space to breathe. When I do decide to be a hermit and hibernate for a day I am questioned as to why I am not out in the fields “ with the rest? ”. These moments make me want to scream so loud and curse until am blue in the face. I want to slam things and throw stuff against the wall to let off some steam. Instead I sit subdued, quietly fuming – burning on the inside whilst managing to plast a SMILE across my face and going to work for my master.
I am a FUCKING adult. 
Although, everyday I feel less than that.
I feel like an atm machine available at everyone’s disposal making withdrawls everyday and going into the red without a backwards glance. Always feeling like I have to go the extra mile in order to recompensate the fact that I have been given asylum.
People say that you are a product of your surroudings, well I can safely attest to that. Somehow I thought I would be the exception, the one who changed the course of destiny. Instead I am stuck. Stuck with all the rest: in the scrapheap looking to be made new again.
I slowly feel myself entering that dark place that no-one likes to speak of. The one we reserve for the weak, the cowards. The ones who refused to wade in the waters, who we say have opted to take the easy way out. The ones that don’t fight to stay alive. Now I can understand why they take the actions that they do.
Life is a BITCH!  And I have no idea what I did to turn her wrath onto me.'s

God guna trouble the waters but I guess his not guna bother with a co-conspirator like me.